Who shall give me, when you are all dead, Although but a mere bagatelle; Nothing ever was written so well. ON THE RECEIPT OF MY MOTHER'S PICTURE OUT OF NORFOLK, THE GIFT OF MY COUSIN, ANN BODHAM. * OH that those lips had language! Life has pass'd O welcome guest, though unexpected here! *The picture was received by Cowper on the 25th February 1790. It was on this occasion he wrote the affecting letter to Mrs Bodham, beginning, "My dearest Rose, whom I thought withered and fallen from the stalk, but whom I find still alive!" The expression of his emotions on receiving the picture of his mother are as touching in the letter as in the poem. "The world could not have furnished you with a present so acceptable to me as the picture which you have so kindly sent me. I received it the night before last, and viewed it with a trepidation of nerves and spirits somewhat akin to what I should have felt had the dear original presented herself to my embraces. I kissed it, and hung it where it is the last object that I see at night, and, of course, the first on which I open my eyes in the morning. She died when I had completed my sixth year, yet I remember her well, and am an ocular witness of the great fidelity of the copy. I remember too a multitude of the maternal tendernesses which I received from her, and which have endeared her memory to me beyond expression. There is in me, I believe, more of the Donne than of the Cowper, and though I love all of both names, and have a thousand reasons to love those of my own name, yet I feel the bond of nature draw me vehemently to your side. I was thought, in the days of my childhood, much to resemble my mother, and in my natural temper, of which at the age of fifty-eight I must be supposed a competent judge, can trace both her and my late uncle, your father. Somewhat of his irritability, and a little I would hope both of his and her, I know not what to call it, without seeming to praise myself, which is not my intention, but speaking to you, I will even speak out, and say good nature. Add to all this, I deal much in poetry, as did our venerable ancestor, the Dean of St Paul's, and I think I shall have proved myself a Donne at all points. The truth is, that whatever I am, I love you all.' The Dean of St Paul's alluded to was Donne, the poet. I will obey, not willingly alone, But gladly, as the precept were her own; A momentary dream, that thou art she. My mother! when I learn'd that thou wast dead, Say, wast thou conscious of the tears I shed? Hover'd thy spirit o'er thy sorrowing son, Wretch even then, life's journey just begun? Perhaps thou gavest me, though unfelt, a kiss; Perhaps a tear, if souls can weep in blissAh, that maternal smile!-it answers-Yes. I heard the bell toll'd on thy burial day, I saw the hearse that bore thee slow away, And, turning from my nursery window, drew A long, long sigh, and wept a last adieu! But was it such ?-It was.-Where thou art gone Adieus and farewells are a sound unknown. May I but meet thee on that peaceful shore, The parting words shall pass my lips no more! Thy maidens, grieved themselves at my concern, Oft gave me promise of thy quick return. What ardently I wish'd, I long believed, And, disappointed still, was still deceived; By expectation every day beguiled, Dupe of to-morrow even from a child. Thus many a sad to-morrow came and went, Till, all my stock of infant sorrows spent, I learn'd at last submission to my lot, But, though I less deplored thee, ne'er forgot. Where once we dwelt our name is heard no more,* Children not thine have trod my nursery floor; And where the gardener Robin, day by day, Drew me to school along the public way, Delighted with my bauble coach, and wrapp'd In scarlet mantle warm, and velvet capp'd, "Tis now become a history little known, That once we call'd the pastoral house our own. Short-lived possession! But the record fair, That memory keeps of all thy kindness there, Still outlives many a storm, that has effaced A thousand other themes less deeply traced. Thy nightly visits to my chamber made, That thou mightst know me safe and warmly laid; Thy morning bounties ere I left my home, The biscuit, or confectionary plum; The fragrant waters on my cheeks bestow'd *The rectory at Great Berkhampstead, where he was born. By thy own hand, till fresh they shone and glow'd : Thy constant flow of love, that knew no fall, Not scorn'd in heaven, though little noticed here. I prick'd them into paper with a pin, (And thou wast happier than myself the while, Wouldst softly speak, and stroke my head, and smile,) Could those few pleasant days again appear, Might one wish bring them, would I wish them here? Thou, as a gallant bark from Albion's coast Where spices breathe, and brighter seasons smile, * Garth. The son of parents pass'd into the skies. And now, farewell!-Time unrevok'd has run And, while the wings of fancy still are free, INSCRIPTION FOR A STONE ERECTED AT THE SOWING OF A GROVE OF OAKS AT CHILLINGTON, THE SEAT OF T. GIFFARD, ESQ., 1790. OTHER stones the era tell, Which shall longest brave the sky, I must moulder and decay; Cherish honour, virtue, truth, Stone at heart, and cannot grow ANOTHER, FOR A STONE ERECTED ON A SIMILAR OCCASION AT THE SAME PLACE IN THE FOLLOWING YEAR. READER! behold a monument That asks no sigh or tear, TO MRS KING,* ON HER KIND PRESENT TO THE AUTHOR, A PATCHWORK COUNTERPANE OF HER OWN MAKING. AUGUST, 1790. THE bard, if e'er he feel at all, A bed like this, in ancient time, Less beautiful, however gay, What labours of the loom I see! To scramble for the patch that bears And oh, what havoc would ensue! As if a storm should strip the bowers Thanks, then, to every gentle Fair Who put the whole together. Mrs King was the wife of a clergyman, the rector of Pertenhall, Kimbolton. She had been intimate with Cowper's brother, and opened a correspondence with the poet in consequence of the delight she had derived from the perusal of his works. |