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A Wanderer then among the Cottages
I, with my freight of winter raiment, saw
The hardships of that season; many rich
Sank down, as in a dream, among the poor;
And of the poor did many cease to be,

And their place knew them not. Meanwhile, abridged

Of daily comforts, gladly reconciled

To numerous self-denials, Margaret

Went struggling on through those calamitous years
With cheerful hope, until the second autumn,
When her life's Helpmate on a sick-bed lay,
Smitten with perilous fever. In disease

He linger'd long; and when his strength return'd,
He found the little he had stored, to meet
The hour of accident or crippling age,

Was all consumed. A second Infant now
Was added to the troubles of a time
Laden, for them and all of their degree,
With care and sorrow; shoals of Artisans
From ill requited labour turn'd adrift
Sought daily bread from public charity,

They, and their wives and children — happier far
Could they have lived as do the little birds

That peck along the hedge-rows, or the Kite

That makes her dwelling on the mountain Rocks!

A sad reverse it was for Him who long
Had fill'd with plenty, and possess'd in peace,
This lonely Cottage. At his door he stood,
And whistled many a snatch of merry tunes
That had no mirth in them; or with his knife
Carved uncouth figures on the heads of sticks
Then, not less idly, sought, through every nook
In house or garden, any casual work

Of use or ornament; and with a strange,
Amusing, yet uneasy novelty,

He blended, where he might, the various tasks
Of summer, autumn, winter, and of spring.
But this endured not; his good humour soon
Became a weight in which no pleasure was:
And poverty brought on a petted mood
And a sore temper: day by day he droop'd,

And he would leave his work and to the Town,

Without an errand, would direct his steps,

Or wander here and there among the fields.
One while he would speak lightly of his Babes,
And with a cruel tongue: at other times
He toss'd them with a false unnatural joy:
And 'twas a rueful thing to see the looks

Of the poor innocent children. "Every smile,”

Said Margaret to me, here beneath these trees,

"Made my heart bleed."

At this the Wanderer paused;

And, looking up to those enormous Elms,
He said, ""Tis now the hour of deepest noon.
At this still season of repose and peace,

This hour, when all things which are not at rest
Are cheerful; while this multitude of flies
Is filling all the air with melody;

Why should a tear be in an Old Man's eye?
Why should we thus, with an untoward mind,
And in the weakness of humanity,

From natural wisdom turn our hearts away,
To natural comfort shut our eyes and ears,
And, feeding on disquiet, thus disturb

The calm of nature with our restless thoughts?"

He spake with somewhat of a solemn tone:

But, when he ended, there was in his face
Such easy cheerfulness, a look so mild,
That for a little time it stole away

All recollection, and that simple Tale

Pass'd from my mind like a forgotten sound.
A while on trivial things we held discourse,
To me soon tasteless. In my own despite,
I thought of that poor Woman as of one
Whom I had known and loved. He had rehearsed
Her homely Tale with such familiar

power,
With such an active countenance, an eye
So busy, that the things of which he spake
Seem'd present; and, attention now relax'd,
A heart-felt chillness crept along my veins.
I rose; and, having left the breezy shade,
Stood drinking comfort from the warmer sun,
That had not cheer'd me long - ere, looking round
Upon that tranquil Ruin, I return'd,

And begg'd of the Old Man that, for my sake,
He would resume his story. —

He replied,

"It were a wantonness, and would demand
Severe reproof, if we were Men whose hearts
Could hold vain dalliance with the misery
Even of the dead; contented thence to draw
A momentary pleasure, never mark'd
By reason, barren of all future good.

But we have known that there is often found

In mournful thoughts, and always might be found,

A

power to virtue friendly; were 't not so,
I am a Dreamer among men, indeed
An idle Dreamer! 'Tis a common Tale,
An ordinary sorrow of Man's life,

A tale of silent suffering, hardly clothed

In bodily form. But, without further bidding,

I will proceed.

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While thus it fared with them,

To whom this Cottage, till those hapless years,
Had been a blessed home, it was my chance
To travel in a Country far remote ;

And when these lofty Elms once more appear'd,
What pleasant expectations lured me on

O'er the flat Common ! - With quick step I reach'd
The threshold, lifted with light hand the latch;
But, when I entered, Margaret look'd at me

A little while; then turn'd her head away

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Speechless, and sitting down upon a chair
Wept bitterly. I wist not what to do,

Or how to speak to her. Poor Wretch! at last
She rose from off her seat, and then, O Sir!

I cannot tell how she pronounced my name.
With fervent love, and with a face of grief
Unutterably helpless, and a look

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