I shall mount to yon fair city, I shall meet the many parted ones, We have shared our earthly sorrows, Each with the other here; We shall share our heavenly gladness, Each with the other there. We have mingled tears together, We shall mingle smiles and song, THE ROD. I WEEP, but do not yield, The wound is sharp and deep; My spirit bleeds within ; And yet I lie asleep, And still I sin, I sin. My bruised soul complains O'er me the low cloud hung Its weight of shade and fear; Unmoved I pass'd along, And still my sin is here. Yon massive mountain-peak The lightning rends at will; The rock can melt or breakI am unbroken still. My sky was once noon-bright, I said, my God, oh, sure, This love will kindle mine ; Let but this calm endure, Then all my heart is thine. Alas, I knew it not !—— The summer flung its gold Of sunshine o'er my lot, And yet my heart was cold. Trust me with prosperous days, I said, O spare the rod ; Thee and thy love I'll praise, My gracious, patient God. Must I be smitten, Lord? Are gentler measures vain ? Must I be smitten, Lord? Can nothing save but pain? Thou trustedst me a while; I revell'd in the smile, Yet to the dust I cleaved. Then the fierce tempest broke, I read in that sharp stroke A father's hand and name. And yet I did Thee wrong; Dark thoughts of Thee came in,— A froward, selfish throng And I allow'd the sin! I did Thee wrong, my God, Against thy power I strove. H I said, My God, at length, But give me strength to love. Come nearer, nearer still, Let not thy light depart; Bend, break this stubborn will, Dissolve this iron heart. Less wayward let me be, More pliable and mild; In glad simplicity More like a trustful child. Less, less of self each day, And more, my God, of thee; O keep me in the way, However rough it be. Less of the flesh each day, More of Thyself within. |